SLAP Playlist

We recently had a power outage up here in the woods that lasted roughly seven days, mostly due to downed trees. Creative ways to boil water, store food (packed it in snow outside), and keep ourselves busy and productive ensued. Real quick: Trivial Pursuit (some kind of ‘genius’ edition) has the most ridiculous questions imaginable; my knowledge of geography turns out to be subpar at best. Suffice it to say, we agreed that the one thing we really missed during that period with no power was hearing music. When that magical moment of power restoration hit, man did we celebrate, throwing headphones on and smiling and rocking out the rest of the day–then the TV inevitably came to life.

I can write without music, no problem, but it’s kinda like taking a really long road trip in silence, windows up. About seven years ago I recognized how my brain works a bit like that guy Pavlov’s dog did (dog’s dead, by the way): ring a bell and get a treat. The bell’s a song; the treat’s a voice, or the angle for a voice to pry it’s way in, that is. So every project has a playlist now, consisting of maybe twenty songs, something like that, running 3-4 minutes a piece. Doing the math, that’s roughly 60-80 minutes. Now, I can’t write productively for that duration of time, or I can but it’ll all end up in the chipper when the door’s open for editing. 15-20 minute bursts is about where I sit now, just about enough time for a single song to repeat 3-4 times, get up and interact with the world, then hit the page again. It’s more about a time count than a word count, I guess’s what I’m saying.

My mom used to take me to the movies all the time, it was just a thing we did together, and right after the credits began to roll (no cut scenes post credits back then) we’d hit Music Plus and pick up the soundtrack to whatever we watched, if it was good. Association of story with music solidified. Really, it’s a time machine that works if you listen hard enough. Here’s the playlist I used to write SLAP (s’what we’ve been calling Scream Like a Prayer since the get). I realize not everyone uses apple music. If you do, here’s the link. If not, well, here’s the analog version (I don’t do Spotify). Each song’s a chapter title, with a few omitted on the chopping block. *That cover’s an old polaroid of me screaming in my grandma’s bathroom.

https://music.apple.com/us/library/playlist/p.06aW30pi0xGer65

And “Send Me an Angel” by Real Life, I’m pretty sure I first heard it watching Rad. It’s this prom dance scene done with freestyle BMX bikes.

Long Time No Blog

Before you read any further, know that this is just a test–a throat clear, as I like to call it. Checking this site, it looks like the last time I did this thing was four years ago, and what better time to start this engine up again than a new release by yours truly. There’s gonna be links to click, contents of wallets and purses, and whatever change you find (is that even a thing anymore?) under couch cushions to generously push my way soon, but that’ll all get eaten up before I know it. So yeah, let’s make a long story short, flash, even, maybe.

My debut novel Scream Like a Prayer is being released by Atreyu Press on April 8, 2026. One thing I’ve learned about myself over the years is that I have to get a lot lot lot of distance from whatever I finish and put in the trunk, have to padlock it and put it in a corner, before I can see through those Matrix eyes and cut it and fix it and finally feel proud of it. I think Scream Like a Prayer went through nine drafts, but alas, it lives and breathes and will be walking (flying) around in about a month here. Super proud of it.

The cover’s all Alan Lastufka, interiors all Todd Keisling, both wonderful to work with.

There are like three different descriptions of the story (working on short, bite-size bits now), but I think a short paragraph from early on pretty much hits the nail on the head.

I opened my eyes and saw that Mom’s reflection had been replaced by the shape of something I’ve tried for years to erase from my memory. Something demonic. A clawed hand, completely charred, where Mom’s had been on my shoulder, and breath like rotten meat, its outline that of a child my own size, with horns higher than the edges of the mirror could reflect. Its red eyes blinked when I blinked, as if it were imitating me, but its mouth wasn’t turned down like mine. It was smiling, the sharp corners of its mouth slashed upward in a lipless half-moon.

It’s going to speak, I thought, say something so horrible my ears will bleed.

“Come fly with me.”

You can request an ACR from NetGalley all the way to the pub date and beyond, I believe.

https://www.netgalley.com/catalog/book/802721

Atreyu Press (and this site, too, under one of these tabs) has the full first chapter up to read for free.

https://atreyupress.com

The ebook (my preferred format of late) is available to pre-order from the Zon (link’s acting all wonky right now, you know the way).

A couple of early reviews up on Goodreads as well.

https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/249036275-scream-like-a-prayer

Hardcover, paperback, and audiobook are fast coming, then I’ll link ’em.

Until next time I need a throat clear, later, folks.